thanks everyone but R.I.P begins here.. -.-

R.I.P Karen Lynn Ireland.. May 13th 1965 - Sept. 15th 2011 ... She passed away last Thursday night at 9:38pm do to drowning in her own blood when they where taking her breathing tube from out of her mouth and inserting it through her throat.. Burial is today.. viewing was yesterday.. I miss my mom TT^TT - first my dad June 17th 1965 - Nov. 3rd 2007 then her :/

I will hopefully have more time on my hand dearly sorry for all my in-activity but I will be sure to pick it up soon..

If I could have any 3 wishes it would be as followed: 1). for my mom to be alive again 2). for her to be happy and healthy 3). for the pain and suffering she went through to never even have happened.. I would love to wake up tomorrow and see her smiling, sitting in her chair, looking up from her computer (she played SecondLife every single day) and say "Morning Darling Daughter" sadly I realized while staring and waiting for her chest to heave, for her to sit up, and open her eyes.. this will never happen.

"every day the sorrow of loosing someone dear to your heart gets just a little more easier to deal with"